Birthday on Mac 2012!

Yay, this post is especially dedicated to my love and only one! =) By him be by my side, and you can always see the sunshine smiling on ma face! ^.^* Thank God for bringing the people I do really praying for - that's him!

On a day like this, I'm special. Oh ya, I feel special only because someone has remember that's my day and get to celebrate together! Thanks darling, for the very romantic and expensive meal and u've made it an unforgettable moment to be last a lifetime! Thank you so much and I truly love you to the max!! I do really looking forward for our next catch up and I wish so much I don't have to send you away and cried myself to drive home.. that's sad, really heart brokenly sad.. However we just need to be patient a lil more, rainbow awiz comes after a raining storm day! :')

xoxoxoxo..

Beside that, I'm thankful that I was born this day and huge thanks to my mom, the lovely woman who has sacrificed so much since the day I was born, and of course not forgetting the loving dad as well! I love both my parents and family. Oh ya, thanks for the ang pow! I'll surely get yours blessing throughout the year. Other than having you guys, I got nothing much to ask for. Yours love and tender care will be remembered forever and hope to see you all soon, I pray hard!! ( I wanna go back so eagerly, for God know how much pain & sorrow deep down inside to be in a place without your love ones Y.Y)

As everyone wishes upon my birthday wishes come true and here I do really hope that all of them will come true asap! LOL, I'm not being greedy but on a birthday, we all do really own a privilege to make wishes come true! (Yes, believe and you'll get it!)

p.s. Lord, you know the best and U deliver the best! Amen!

Little childhood's melody ~

池塘邊的榕樹上　知了在聲聲叫著夏天
操場邊的鞦韆上　只有蝴蝶停在上面
黑板上老師的粉筆　還在拼命嘰嘰喳喳寫個不停
等待著下課　等待著放學　等待遊戲的童年

福利社裏面什麼都有　就是口袋裏沒有半毛錢
諸葛四郎和魔鬼黨　到底誰搶到那支寶劍
隔壁班的那個女孩　怎麼還沒經過我的窗前
嘴裏的零食　手裏的漫畫　心裏初戀的童年

沒有人知道為什麼　太陽總下到山的那一邊
沒有人能夠告訴我　山裏面有沒有住著神仙
多少的日子裏　總是一個人面對著天空發呆
就這麼好奇　就這麼幻想　這麼孤單的童年

總是要等到睡覺前　才知道功課只作了一點點
總是要等到考試以後　才知道該唸的書都沒有唸
一寸光陰一寸金　老師說過寸金難買寸光陰
一天又一天　一年又一年　迷迷糊糊的童年
一天又一天　一年又一年　盼望長大的童年

p.s. somehow while im listening to this sweet song, my heart is going back to the past childhood! HOW I WISH I COULD TURN BACK TIME AND BE A CHILD with a cheeky smile on the little face that never fade away? (I'm bitter inside u knw we can't never go back)

By listening to it and only realizing that we've all grown up speedily and by carrying a complicated heart & thoughts that make our life even sour more and forgetting what is the basis happiness that we used to have since young!

It's a chilling song by the way, by listening to it might shoo away the sorrow attached..

and this has pop up on my mind:

- a child can be happy easily by a lil sweet given; while an adult don't feel satisfied even he/she owns a banglo!

- a child can forgive their playmates/ siblings easily; while an adult don't forgive their friends over a misbehavior/ misunderstanding..

- a child with almost zero knowledge could make their life happy go lucky; while a successful adult who is able to manage a whole prosperous business couldn't make a happy life..

Why would a child with the minima strength can do the basic thing in life - to be happy; while a complete grown up adult couldn't even give a real smile?

That's so pathetic to have grow up!

However, when life get u fedup, pls learn like a child,

wake up the next day and forgetting what has happening the previous day,

SMILE, and sleep well, and tomorrow is always a better day! =)

Hey, do enjoy the song and let's sing together ---------> and back to the childhood! *grins*

Happy Belated Birthday !

Sincerely wish you Happy Belated Birthday! (belated post up of the birthday's song as per custom! =P)

Eh, a cheecky monkey whistling a birthday song to u lehh, happy?

Though I don't like people whistling, never once I like. Somehow u love to whistling around to annoy my ears once in a blue moon and get scolded! But hey since, it's yr birthday, so it is okay to whistling around once in a year on your special big day! Here u go love, whistling.. whistling..Happy Birthday!!

Lots of blessing, lots of love, lots of good wishes coming your way ~

p.s. sorry but yay I'm from alien!

我不願 讓你一個人..

有些话，无法说出口，可是歌却唱得很贴切。。

谢谢你，我都听到了。。很心疼的一首曲子，听了就会哭泣。。真的疼了。。

有些爱，是注定没有结果的。。有些人很认真的去爱，却不会属于我们。。

你曾安蔚自己，在这世界上，不是所有你要的东西，你就会得到。。

嗯，我想命运就是如此。。可悲，你爱的，不爱你，爱你的，你不爱！

便听这曲子，便哭的，我答应自己这是最后一次的哭泣，

也希望你也和我一样，哭过了，从此不许你再一个人。。你，最好要幸福！！

p.s. 你是个好男人，我没有这个福份。。

朋友们都结婚去了～

小小的时候，虽然我不懂什么叫做婚姻，但是我懂结婚就是两个相爱人在一起，会到白头到老！

我一直都相信童话故事是会发生在人间的，所以常常都会去画些让人一看到就很想穿上的婚纱。。很可惜到最后却不是个婚纱设计师！但这一个纯真的相信直到长大后还是有。。

我一直都这么人为，每个女人都是公主；然而男人是王子，每一个人总有一天一定会找到他们注定那一位！我真的相信，只要相信，就会遇到。。虽然已经历了好几次的伤害，但那一颗已经破悴的心已然很坚定，傻吗？

就因为有童话般的相信，所以每当一个个好友结婚时，我都会有那一股冲动，感动的流泪。。我很感动她们终于找到自己的王子，那是可遇不可求的幸福！为她们开心，也忠心祝福我很爱的她们！

最近，有一个好友才嫁人去了。。我们在台上为她唱这首“分享”的歌时，都在台上哭得不能自己。。说真的，很不舍得嫁得离我们远远的。。很心疼。。尤其是当她和她家人告别时，我们都哭了。。也情不自禁的流了好多好多的泪，把自己当成是她一样的伤心，要永远离开最亲的爸妈，离开自小的那一个家！

那时候的我很有感触，在想，做女人真的好苦，如果不够坚强，就会以泪洗脸。。女人，为了要与相爱的人在一起，却要面对着离开一直以来都很爱我们的家人。。很残忍！是谁定下了这一个在大喜之日，却又很感伤的局面？看到这个局面，看到朋友结婚就会哭的人，以后如果真的会有嫁人的一天，我会是个最好哭的新娘。。想到就很心疼！我想，身为妈妈的真的会很不舍得，很好心疼。。我要改变要有女儿的想法了，我不能一次次的去承受这样的苦！有得选，就好！

结婚，对认真的人来说，是件终生大事，是需要极大的勇气去做决定啊！生活中，很多时候，很多事情都由不得我们去选择，唯有自己的王子、公主可以是自己选的。。虽然说茫茫人海中，我们的选择的确多了，但还是须要命运的安排赐良缘！我一直都很相信缘份。。如果不是，我们的肉眼是不会让我们遇见属于我们真正的另一半！

我，很佩服朋友们的勇气。。因为一直以来我就只有相信，却不敢有任何的勇气。。是我受拙了很多，或是那一个他还没有出现？如果他是真的，那么就会有那么的一天，他会给予你那一股勇气去做那样的大决定。。未来是个未知数，我现在tumpang朋友们的HAPPY就很好！祝福我爱的姐妹们，也祝福自己，嘻！

这首歌唱出了心声，我，不在你心里。。

p.s.真正疼爱你的人是不会让你伤心流泪的，然而女人就是只会为她们真正爱上的人落泪。。随缘就好，太多的眼泪很伤身！真的要好好修一修那一颗破烂的心，重新像她们一样得到上帝的良缘！

Christmas is all about blessing! Why?

It is a day of remembering our dear Lord Jesus Christ! Ever since HE was born, we were all saved and blessed! So the whole of the December month is always the lovely month that coupled with sweet and joyful Christmas carols and fun filled decorations of trees and gift and most importantly it is a blessing month for all!

It’s a season of thankful and being blessed. It’s the carols that comfort and ease every hearts! So I really love listening to Christmas carols! It feels like you are being showered in the joy and it’s never ending joys!!

“Ho ho ho.. Santa Clause is coming to town …” the other day, one of my friend was asking me how if Santa grant you a wish on Christmas and what would it be yours? Ahh, I think for a second, without hesitation and say I would like to ask Santa to sponsor me a trip back to my home for CNY! Hehh, was I sound weird? What? During Christmas season and I’m making a wish to go back for CNY on the next month? Yes, as I couldn’t make it to go home for this time Christmas, it’s sad. Time and financial concerns wont allowed me to do so. In the other hand, I would like to take this opportunity to really celebrate Christmas here since it might be my very last Christmas here before I’m moving away permanently. So I got no complain. Hence to know that I could be able to go back for CNY is good enough. Unfortunately, transportation to go back is one of the big headache. Thus, I got such little wish on this Christmas!

After all, I m not too greedy isn’t it? and guess what? The very few next days, my wish was granted! I told my friend and he don’t kinda believe it! haha, he asked me, are you sure Santa has given you your wish? I said yes yes!! I always know when you have a heart that believes and you will get the blessing! =) I believe that Santa has told my darling about this and he is sending him here to give me a free ride to go home for CNY! How nice and sweet?

Other than the wish above, I’m blessed additional “gift” on this Christmas too! First, it’s the good news that he has found the alternative way to cure his sickness instead of going thru a surgery that worried most of us! Secondly, when I thought I would be alone on this Christmas, and he is making it to come back for our very 1st Christmas here! (basically it’s just not at hometown) To know that your love one would be back to be together with you on this blessing season, isn’t it feels warm? Haaaa.. I’m so happy and thanks Santa for those additional wishes that prayed inside my heart!

So, really, blessing it doesn't need to be wrapped in a nicely gift box or being spent by a huge amount of money. A simple act of love could be a worthwhile one and being appreciated. I do really love my Christmas gift this year! So, what is your wish or what is the gift that you want from a Santa Clause? Should you tell/asked and believe like I do?

Ps. Wishing on something and believing that you are getting it and you will! =) Be merry, everyone!!

我很忙

A-Lin - 我很忙 MV ~~~~作詞：鄔裕康 作曲：施佳陽
不需要假期
我沒地方可去
不需要狂歡
人群只是空虛
多數的關心
只是嘴上說說而已
真正懂我的人是自己

我的眼睛一作夢就看到你
一閉上就想哭泣
笑容忽然間變成奢侈品
我的生活
充滿了和你有關的記憶
每每靠近
滿城風雨

就讓我忙的瘋掉
忙的累倒
連哭的時間都沒有最好
就讓我忙的忘掉
你的懷抱
他曾帶給我的美好
當有人問好不好
怕傷心奪眶就咬牙說我很忙
這完美的謊
完美的偽裝
才讓我的痛沒人看到

我的眼睛一作夢就看到你
一閉上就想哭泣
笑容忽然間變成奢侈品
你在哪裡
曾是每天要問你的一句
我要戒斷
這種關心

就讓我忙的瘋掉
忙的累倒
連哭的時間都沒有最好
就讓我忙的忘掉
你的懷抱
他曾帶給我的美好
當有人問好不好
怕傷心奪眶就咬牙說我很忙
這完美的話
話完美的偽裝
才讓我的痛沒人看到

當一個麻痺的人
哪有多好
心裡沒別的只有忙忙忙
工作是一種抵抗
一帖解藥
人怎能被想念打倒
當有人問好不好
怕傷心奪眶就咬牙說我很忙
這完美的謊
完美的偽裝
才讓我的痛沒人看到



p.s. something that word alone couldn't be explained much; ironically all the inner feeling can be sang by a song!!Y.Y